Thursday, November 23, 2006
my marks is like shit!!!!!! S-H-I-T!!!!!!! shit!!!!!!!!!! pure shit!!!!!!! got so low!!!!!!!!! i got a raggedy as shit 216... 216!!!!!!!!! a bloody 216!!!!!!! i'm not disappointed at myself or anything... k...i am, quite... i cried in school 4 times in total... and at home... lost count le...
at home... i actually got over with my marks le... but i cried cos of my mum again and again... not cos i disaappointed her or anything... tis wad she saidtt made me cry ' ltr if anyone call to find me.. tell them i am out. cos they want to call and noe wad ur mark is.' excuse me!!!!!! ur suppose to comfort me!!!!!!! and now, ur making me feel more and more sad and...haiz... how wonderful... and u keep repeating tt to everyone in our family... don't u noe i am already sad enough??? have u ever thought i have already put in my utmost effort??? wad u think about is dui bu dui lian only !!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! and now, came out frm bathing u tell me tt its all over, its alright... u think its so easy to get over the words u said?? it hurts... its not tt easy. u juz have no idea how pain it is...haiz... though she might not be able, no she won't see this... i'm posting it up still...
btw... ty to all those ppl hu conforted me!!!!!! glad to have such friends!!!!!!!!!
aniwae... congrats to fiona and wei tieng!!!!!!!!!! for getting top 5 in school!!!!! congrats to both of u!!!!!!!
and also congrats to all those tt are satisfied with their marks!!!!!!!!
8:44 PM; cravingforyou.Y